可恶

睡不着的夜晚，夜深人静
真可恶
想起许许多多的烂东西
想到都可恶
可恶！　可恶！
我就是不喜欢在新环境生长
那又怎样？
我就是不喜欢那种学校的人
又怎样？
我就是觉得我跟他们相处不来
那又如何？
算了，　我们的心情
你们永远不会明白
只有我和ｂｒｏｔｈｅｒ才会懂
明年我们就两人一起并肩作战
=p



夜深人静的夜晚
当然不只有这些
就快要迈入人生的新开始
说得好听些就是会有新朋友，新环境
不过就一点也不期待
我要倒数啦！！！！
无端端都不懂生什么病
就连普通朋友都会很关心我
不过有些人却．．．
哈哈．很好咯

请别自大

哈哈
做人要谦虚
当你飞在半空时，别骄傲
因为你会有跌下来的时候
太过自傲的话，跌下来是会摔得你很痛
LOLS
不要紧，摔了下来就站起来
十八年后，也是一条好汉！
你一定会在高空飞翔=D

难以解释

很多事情不懂如何解决
很多事情不知道要怎样说出口
很多事情也不懂得要怎样与人分享
我知道的
并不少
可是我并不知如何解决
三言两语说不清
我不知所措
有时很辛苦，为什么我要面对这些
不成熟，幼稚的过每一天
没有烦恼，什么都不懂
那该多好
不过就是没有机会
是去是留　
自己选择
我真的不懂要给你什么答案
你说你很累
从小到大，我看也看到累
我真的不懂要怎样发泄
你们真的搞到我很烦
很不开心

Haiz, i dunno what's going on

What is the problem
i dun understand
i just know that i shouldn't got this feeling when i know this
=)

what the feeling is that

omg. i cant explain why i got the suck feeling
why i will jealous
why i will feel hate when i see this
whatever
i cant do this

For those who i hurt u before
i felt so sorry to u
i'm so happy to get hurt back last time
because i got knew the feeling =)


i got a nice day yesterday with moon,kelly,kay,shan and willie
i will miss u all
i will not got so much more happy hours with u all


goodbye =)

SHIT holiday!

Just wasting my time!
haizz..
No freedom,no friends
That's why i hate holidays
haiz T.T

=DDD

tomato!
hehes. i really really love u this cute tomato!
都说过了,你这个朋友很棒!
今年里面最棒的一位好朋友.
虽然只认识了短短的半年,不过已经让我真的很不舍得你了!!!!
我不开心.不开心明年没得跟你去玩
没得跟你在学校颠 T.T
我!叶莉欣!!!
不会忘记你!!!!! ❤


晶晶!
你也好可爱哦
哈哈
那天倩于告诉我,你的blog有我
真的很开心
哈! 我不会忘记你的吻!
我每次回来探望你的时候,你都一定要给我一个吻!!!!!!
muackxxxxxx!


转校了叻!
真的不舍得的
可爱的三敬,可爱的朋友!
彭向勤所为我做过的一切,我们的开心,我们的伤心,我会记得你的向勤!
得空来我家睡 =D

女儿,佩珊,豆芽!
你们永远是我的好好好朋友!!!

我爱死你们全部!!!!!!!

Hi=)

其实有不舍得
我不舍得我班可爱的同学，我不舍得可爱的朋友
不过，我没得选择
我永远都不会忘记你们给过我的

其实，真的好爱你。
不过，我真的不知道我转校后，会变得怎么样
唯有压抑着
可能你会找到一个比我更好的
只能说我们有缘没份
ily <3

你真的需要检讨

在什么时候，觉得自己根本没有错？
为什么会认为追求自己喜欢的人或事物就不需要顾及别人的感受？
我真得很后悔曾经对你那么好。
当初不是什么都为你解决，你也不会对我那么信任
直到现在都没有跟你说声对不起是因为我觉得再说什么都没有用，我也不敢去承受任何我会得到的反应
在你眼里，我就是背叛你的那个
在我眼里，你就是我亏欠的那个
你的那句看清楚我的人格，很对
在我眼里，中华可以让我真正相信的人并不多
当初我也被朋友伤过，这次就让你学了一堂课
我真的有问题的
真的有的
SORRY

Shit weather

What is the fucking weather is it?
wth!
damn fucking hot
damn fucking annoy!

I hate,i don't know

i hate everything
Everything make me annoying
I got so damn busy
Please keep ur mouth shut!

I got so damn love you
Please prove that u love me too if u really love me


Two more month,maybe i will leave this school
i hate myself,because i will be lost many many and many


whatever
I'm sorry for what i did,what i said

the last day of uec trial

Hi =D
today is the last year of the uec trial
Hmm, i'm gonna fight for PMR plz!
haha. i want get A oh
hehe..

I love the way u lie
I'm gonna crazy!
Because i miss u alot!!
=D

hey!!!!!

Hey!!!!!!
i miss you plz =D
haha...
Hmm. sad99 for my uec trial plz T.T
actually will u miss me,when i am thinking of u?

预试

很恐怖T.T
I hate please
我已经打算了放弃统考
我知道自己不行
所以在预试后会用尽全力攻pmr


其实还想念
其实还爱
不过，你给我的感觉是你不再在乎了
可能我们不再有一起的机会
刚开始真的真的好不习惯，
拿起手机最想看到的，是你的名字
早上起来望手机，想看到的，也是你的名字
可笑吧
现在也不知不觉习惯了
虽然享受单身，不过有时的回亿，不禁会出现
算了，可能朋友还是最适合不过
开心就好

堕落

Hmm..
many exam is coming..
but i'm also can so free now
online,go watch movie with friends or keep sleeping thr
WTF!
What can make me hardworking?
i'm sure,i will regret after i transfer
but..
i'm also got the shit attitude like now..
A stupid foolish crazy childish girl
DEFINITELY!

=.=

Huh..
so many things happened recently
really complicated
incredible=.=
i still dunno what i'm thinking actually
lol
natalie is so funny please
she does not know what herself thinking
thats too stupid
wth
whatever,i already forgot the one
someone is replace him=]
thats good for me!!

Complicated=.=

That really complicated
my godness
I am thinking something wrong please
i cant do it
kill me!!!!
i dont like him anymore
finally i can forget
hahas!!!
but.......
one more is coming
FUck!!!!!
Whatever
i wont think anymore

还爱你,带一点恨

I miss u so much actually
I was shocked i saw u there
but,i dont think i saw you there is good for me
我不敢望你,也许我怕我自己望了后不舍得
我没跟你说一句话,也许是我心力交瘁
还爱你,不过又带点恨
那天见到你之后,另我想起许许多多的回亿
我想起,你曾经问过我,一年后的我门会怎样?
那天证明了,也许一年后的我们也是这个样子
告诉你,我已成功地把你给忘了一半
现在我的目标不再是你,而是我的学业
不用担心,我一定要让我自己年底的成绩好看些
一切都已解除
祝我考试顺利=]
虽然美好的回亿并不多,但已足够
在你的心里没有我,没关系
如果有一秒钟你也想起了我.心只要微微的颤抖,就已足够
i love u

The 1st day or exam

Hmm.today is the 1st day of exam
haha
i dunno how to do
haiz
so bad!
i dont hope i will retain again
hmm.he told me,he wanna to chase back me
lol
that's impossible i will accept him again
Cause, no more feel anymore
i enjoy my single life

sad cASE

Haiz..
i hate
i hate exam!!!
wtf!!!!
i'm so hate to go school
so many homework,i hate my life
haiz haiz haiz
why?
Why CH wanna treat me like this?
why?
SO Much pressureT.T
just like today,i copy my homework from morning until dismiss
what the
never like that before
haiz
i'm so sad,my aunt gonna go CHINA for work
i'm so sad when i hear it
huh,that's so far and i cant see her on these 2 or 3 years
haiz.......

A great 1/5

hehe..
that day i went celebrate birthday with shan o
got my daughter,moon,kelly,wang li,baba,gafai,monkey
huh.a quite happy day
But..after i sang that song,huh,,,
for those sad feeling on me immeadiately
i dunno why..
haiz
whatever,i want myself be happy everyday
i dont want to pakto d
I'm sorry for hurt u
Actually i'm still like u
but,i dont want pak to with anyone
SORRY
i just can say this word for u

All the thing is gone

Hmm.i become sigle now
that's good for me and good for everyone
haha...So many thing happened this few days
LOL
1st,i break up with him d
2nd,i already decided to forget that ppl anymore
3rd,i already delete all the msg about that ppl
HUH..THATS GREAT O
haha...
i will forget him as fast as possible=]

Happy or sad?

DUNNO DUNNO

CAn u tell me why u dont love me?
Can u tell me why u wont miss me?
Can u tell me u still loving me now?
What's wrong with me?
Why i can be with u?
Why u cant be with me?
why why?
Tell me why please...
I really hate myself for loving u
I REALLY HATE...
i dunno how to appreciate what i get now!
maybe i will regret after i break up with u
BUT......
I really dunno what can do now....
Am i really need to break with him??
i really dunno

hello.....hi

hehe...
i sent hi to him today and yesterday...
i sent hello to him at msn just now..
haha...
now i'm chatting with him..
he's so yeng ang GENG
haha
he took part a competition in the astro
walao!
ASTRO leh
not kidding
if he's my bf,then good=]
hehe.i start to like back him!!!!
DIU!!
sei lo sei lo...
how wang li?????
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i dunno.
whatever...
YOU.......should cheer up!
wish u good luck!!
u are the most perfect one!!!

a nice day=]

Hmm.a nice day today
i went to watched movie with moon
haha
{date night}
quite nice oh!
funny!
hehe.ii gave him the chocolate last night
huh.he gave me a flower olso
THE FIRST MONTh!
=]=]

Finally

Finally...
i finished the chocolate
huh.thats great
haha
cause is the 1st time i make this kind of thing by myself=]
hehe
make for a boy also=]
ACTUALLY..
i dunno thats really love him or what..
i dunno how to differentiate
OH NO!!
thats silly please!
i think he will so hurt when i knew this.
but..
what should i do?
Am i lying him or what?
Am i still loving that guy?
i dunno.
i just know that,i cant totally forget that guy now!
fuck!

sad case,a bad result

sad for my result
sad for my grandma
haiz
i'm so sad for myself
i'm stupid for everything
so sad
so bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
wtf
i cant totally forget u actually
thats why i bad!
so deep

a worse result

disapointed at all
wtf!!!!
i hope i can change school

Exam WEEk!!!

Haizzzzz
exam exam exam
i hateT.T
i hate i hate ahhhhhhhhhhh
wtf!!!!!

A secret happy thursday=]

That day,we went to genting
Huh..happy
Went with my daughther,moon,ang wang li o
hehe
Damn happy eh!!!!
Wtf
that跳楼机...........
huh.i didnt think before i dare to play it
played many times too
hehe
a happy experience
BUT..thats a secret,i cant tell my momT.T
hehe..
so happy when together with him

I JUST WANT TO SAY................................................................
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH=]

I'm blissful without u

原来没有他在我身边,我也可以很幸福.
我很开心,我所做的最终决定.
我很高兴有了现在的他,他真的对我很好
我爱他=]




好了........
我会珍惜我现在所有的一切.
=]


tomorrow is thursday,hehe
a nice thurday i think
hate this monday
huh.i smoked this monday
a bad feeling
WOnT try it again
haha..nothing special actually

In a relationship

HUH........
so fast..
i accept him..lol
i never thk before that i will together wif him

Actually i'm so scare.i scare other ppl will thk that i just a flower heart girl
I scare...
but..i lik him..
when i'm sad,when i cried,when i'm hurt...
he also beside me.


Since that i decided to give up that 1..
he start to like him


Too fast???
YA!
i thk so
but how???



Suan lar.whatever...
i dont care anymore
=]

堕落

开始堕落了
开学时充满积极的我去了哪里?
真的真的看不起我自己
为何不可自爱些?
为什么要到年底才懂得後悔?
真的不明白自己在想写什么




开始没想他了
算是开始放下了吧?
很感谢嚷我醒觉的他们
是他们让我走出来
让我不再为他如此难过


cheer up plz natalie!
u MUST hardworking
PLEASE

i'm getting mad

suddenly happy,suddenly so sad
that's because of you
i hate this feeling at all
i dont wan t like that anymore
FRIEND...this word u say to me many times
Do u know know when u said this word,how hurt am i??
u wont know..
i told myself,i wanna forget u!
when i am sad that time,got wang li beside me,i'm so happy got this friend=]
He brought to genting last saturday after we watched movie.
THANKS YOU!!
wang li=]=]=]=]=]=]=]
i hope i can forget him as fast as possible=]

hi

today..
reopen school,at cc now
wif kay
hmm.today morning on the way to school dunno why,my heart is so scare..
i wont like that last time,but now....
i feel that so much pressure and homework on me when i'm at schoolT.T
i'm so scare to go school.
F!
haiz..
him..last night,i cant bear d,he 2nd time sms me,look so nervous cause i didnt reply him..
hm.1st time see him like that,i'm happy cause he will do this..
but.......we also friend now=]
i dun mind,he call me tell him when he made me sad
he will say this...i feel that enough liaoooooooo=]

sad

为了他,我不懂我在做些什么.
以前我根本不会为了男生而这样子
为什么这次会这样?他们都说我笨,要我放弃,这么简单吗?
可以的话,我早就放下了=]
你忽冷忽热的行为,真的令我很痛苦..
可能在你心目中,我不重要.
但你却不是.
我唱歌会想到你,我就开始悲,很多时候我真的很想哭.
这是报应吗?
我如何对'他',他就如何对回我.
很可笑吧..
命运的安排??
i dunno
i'll always always love u so